Sometimes change is good.

Sometimes change can be a good thing.

Coming from a girl who reacts to change with apprehension and cautiousness, this statement contradicts all of those reactions, yet i'm the one saying it. Strange, huh?!?

But in this very instance, right at this moment in my life, change is good.

I recently had some absolutely fantastic news, I got into the college i applied to in January, to do the course i want to. Maybe now i can finally be happy, and get my life back together, and make my family proud of me again. 

Two days ago, my mum and dad let me use some of the money my deceased grandad saved for me in my trust fund to be a laptop - complete with all the toys and whistle of your purple Dell inspiron! Which they both assured me, Grampa wouldn't think was a waste, he would find it completely reasonable.

Another reason i love life right now, is that i am spending more time with some friends, and i have come to the realisation that all you need in life is a few close friends and about a handful of best friends and you're all set for life, and thats what i have. So i'm lucky in retrospect.

I feel awfully scared, and sorry for the people in London and on the outskirts, because of that silly, and POINTLESS rioting, i mean, now its escalated and so out of control, it has lost all "meaning" it ever had. Not that it had much meaning or reason to begin with. People are going to get hurt, at what point does it have to go until it is stopped, do we have to wait for a child to die, or something? They are REAL men out there fighting to PROTECT this country that you are so happily destroying, for goodness sake, get over yourselves, go out  and find a job, do something else for fun. Looking for work for anybody is hard at the moment, but try volunteering in charity shops, it looks good on your CV and gives you customer experience many places look for in people they hire!?

I went to Yorkshire, last week. It was an alright holiday, though there was ABSOLUTELY no point me being there, if my family ignored me for the whole week!? But the change of scenery was absolutely worth being ignored, i was definitely happy snapping away and catching some stunning views on the camera, i will load all the pictures on here, very soon! ;)

I even paid a visit to "The Golden Fleece" which for all you Most Haunted fans, was where the filmed in series 6, episode 5, i think!? I'm open minded towards the paranormal activities of ghostly beings, my family, things its all rubbish, sometimes, when i watch most haunted, i think the same, but sometimes, totally inexplicable things happen, and yeah, i'm just open minded! 

So thats my life right now, its a pretty boring blog update, but if nothing else, its just something to read with your cup of tea, and a digestive biscuit! ENJOY!

CiaoCiao 

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