I definitely think my house is haunted, in more ways then one. Firstly when everyone is out the floor upstairs creaks like someone walking on it, but no-one's up there, cause they're all at work.
Secondly, my dreams, are getting weirder every time. Last night, i dreamt that i followed my friend who was upset out of the back of a coffee shop, onto what looked like a shingle beach with a fenced embankment. My friends hopped over the fence, so i followed. Both of them, then ran back up the embankment and back over the fence. I followed, but realized the tide was coming in abnormally fast, and both of them stood and watched, as i was stranded. Then i woke up, understandably, very disturbed, and crying, remarkably!
Thirdly, during the night last night, i went down to get a glass of water, took my phone with me. But i left my phone on the table, and went back upstairs with my glass of water. When i came down this morning, my phone was no longer on the table, so assumed someone had moved it. When i rang it, listening for its vibration, i could hear it somewhere in the kitchen. I checked EVERYWHERE for it, even in silly places, like the washing machine and the crisps cupboard!
What i did not expect to find, was after almost giving up, i tried for about the eighteenth time to find it, and heard a vibration near the freezer, i checked around it. Then i looked inside, and there it was. My phone, in the freezer, amongst the frozen peas and the frozen roast potatoes. You can imagine my bewilderment. How the HELL it got in the freezer, i don't know. Everyone in the family thinks i was "sleepwalking" and went into the freezer and left it in there by mistake.
But i have never sleep walked in my LIFE, and its not like its a hereditary thing, cause no-one in my immediate family or elsewhere, sleep walks. Its all incredibly strange and incomprehensible to understand. I know that sleepwalkers, rarely have any recollection of what they did or do during an episode, accounting for the fact that they are of course, asleep, or at least that is what their brain is telling them. Either way, i am very confused, bewildered, and ever so slightlyy freaked out about it. My phone is currently defrosting in the airing cupboard, but it doesn't appear to be working, but we'll see what happens!
See this is what i do, when things get tough, or i'm scared, or confused, bewildered, and i feel i just have to share it, just get it off my chest and out of my head, and this is where this blog, comes in very handy. Besides, its always good to throw something whacky into the mix, so that all you followers can either share the same feelings as me, or laugh and think 2what the hell is she on about!!". Anyway. it helps, kinda like an online diary, but without all the depressing stuff and the gooey, cheesy, nine year old romances and fairytale endings with princes on steads etc!
So here, is my random entry for the day, hope you enjoy reading this, and if you have any info about how my phone got in the freezer, or about sleepwalking then feel free to comment!
CiaoCiao
x
Thursday, 8 September 2011
Monday, 5 September 2011
"Oh Crikey..."
I can't believe summer is OVER! Its almost depressing. But, i am excited, if a little nervous to start college tomorrow, can definitely say, i am not looking forward to the wake up call at 5.45am!!! I barely manage to drag myself out at 7am, so that'll be interesting, if not, a battle!
Its hard to believe, that this time last year, i could have been finishing my AS/A2 levels, but i didn't because i bailed. Sometimes, when i look at all my friends about to embark on new adventures at University, i wish i hadn't left and wasted a year doing sod all, but now i can have another chance at things, and with any luck, this time in two years, i shall be preparing to go to university. That is what i most look forward to. This year, its not about making friends, and changing myself to meet the expectations of others, its about doing the thing thats right for me, walking down the right path that will eventually lead me to the place i want to be most, university. WISH ME LUCK!
Its also, around this time, especially now, because i'm embarking on a new adventure at a whole new college, that i wish with my all heart that my grandma was here, to see me do it. She probably would not have been happy about how i handled my decision to leave the Sixth form, but i do know that she would want to see me succeed and be happy, and walking into the institute for the first time, i felt a true change in the atmosphere, and i felt happy. Which is a different feeling to how i was at the sixth form.
My brother's rugby has just started, and i was abit annoyed that i've now had to cancel all my plans with someone, because he has rugby and no-one's here. This is one of the things i can think of that annoy me about his rugger commitments. The fact that my social life during the week has to be disrupted in order to accomodate his rugby. I mean, he used to moan, because he had to go to all the evening performances i had with Drama at St bens, during the week, but i haven't, up till now, moaned, or got upset about his rugby. If anything, when i'm free, i have become more involved, and do go to a couple of games and training session. I embrace it, rarely do i moan. But trying to see various friends before uni, is one thing i must moan about, as some are going far away, so i won't see them so much.
Speaking of my little brother, i think puberty is beginning to hit. He's becoming so grumpy and moody lately. Definitely turning into a teenager. Though, i can't believe, that when he goes back tomorrow, he will be in Yr 10, and will have only two years left at St Bens. That is just sooo scary!!!!!!! My little brother, will no longer be a "little brother" :(. hahaha!
Well, i have to go now, i'm in the midst of cooking dinner. Got the house to myself this evening as the brother is rugby-ing tonight in Stowmarket and won't be back till about half 9/ 10pm tonight. Bit of a random concoction for dinner. Two Bird's eye crispy chicken in some french bread with salsa! Had to improv, with what was in the fridge and freezer, haha!
CiaoCiao
x
Its hard to believe, that this time last year, i could have been finishing my AS/A2 levels, but i didn't because i bailed. Sometimes, when i look at all my friends about to embark on new adventures at University, i wish i hadn't left and wasted a year doing sod all, but now i can have another chance at things, and with any luck, this time in two years, i shall be preparing to go to university. That is what i most look forward to. This year, its not about making friends, and changing myself to meet the expectations of others, its about doing the thing thats right for me, walking down the right path that will eventually lead me to the place i want to be most, university. WISH ME LUCK!
Its also, around this time, especially now, because i'm embarking on a new adventure at a whole new college, that i wish with my all heart that my grandma was here, to see me do it. She probably would not have been happy about how i handled my decision to leave the Sixth form, but i do know that she would want to see me succeed and be happy, and walking into the institute for the first time, i felt a true change in the atmosphere, and i felt happy. Which is a different feeling to how i was at the sixth form.
My brother's rugby has just started, and i was abit annoyed that i've now had to cancel all my plans with someone, because he has rugby and no-one's here. This is one of the things i can think of that annoy me about his rugger commitments. The fact that my social life during the week has to be disrupted in order to accomodate his rugby. I mean, he used to moan, because he had to go to all the evening performances i had with Drama at St bens, during the week, but i haven't, up till now, moaned, or got upset about his rugby. If anything, when i'm free, i have become more involved, and do go to a couple of games and training session. I embrace it, rarely do i moan. But trying to see various friends before uni, is one thing i must moan about, as some are going far away, so i won't see them so much.
Speaking of my little brother, i think puberty is beginning to hit. He's becoming so grumpy and moody lately. Definitely turning into a teenager. Though, i can't believe, that when he goes back tomorrow, he will be in Yr 10, and will have only two years left at St Bens. That is just sooo scary!!!!!!! My little brother, will no longer be a "little brother" :(. hahaha!
Well, i have to go now, i'm in the midst of cooking dinner. Got the house to myself this evening as the brother is rugby-ing tonight in Stowmarket and won't be back till about half 9/ 10pm tonight. Bit of a random concoction for dinner. Two Bird's eye crispy chicken in some french bread with salsa! Had to improv, with what was in the fridge and freezer, haha!
CiaoCiao
x
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