Saturday, 23 July 2011

Life's a complicated thing...

Heyyyyyaaaaa.

So... what are all you bloggers up to this weekend?
Last night was fuuunnnn, went out with two of my bestest dolls,
had a total blast, but there's a downer.

I am a total facebook junkie (sad, i know).
I really wanna start using it less, cause its not always a good thing.
unless you are keeping up with extended family and long-lost friends.

So, last night, i was updating my rather drunk status' with even more drunken status'.
i don't understand, how its ok, for everyone else to get drunk, and for them to share their drunken stupor on facebook, but when i do it. Everyone has a problem with it, and sees me as a someone who gets drunk all the time.

Why am i the one, who is ostrich-sized  or singled out because of my drunken stupor.

Its just ridiculous, i feel like i'm the kid who always has to prove to others that she's something she's not.

I have changed my personality sooo much, i thought i was finally through, with changing myself to make others happy, or proud, or seek their approval.

Clearly not.


I think its time for some time away from facebook - to figure out who i am, again.



Back to square one, once again - OH THE JOYS!!

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