Well, i'm sorry for the lack of reading material, September is always a super busy month for me. The rugby games and training are in full swing, obviously NOT me, but for my brother.
Also school is MANIC, we're all clinging to the edge of hope that our placements will come through, luckily mine came through yesterday, so i should start Thursday, so thats good!
I turned 19, toward the end of September! I can't believe this is my last year of been a teen, i feel so old!! But then again, i bet when i'm 30, i'll be begging to feel like i was 18 again, ahaha!
My brother will be 15, toward the end of October - can't believe that, he's grown up so fast. Why can't he magically turn back into that cute little curly haired kid, with the harry potter glasses, and a toy Orc on his shoulder! He's only got a year left at secondary school.
I'm so proud of him, though. Despite our fights.
Now don't get me wrong, this rugby thing, is craaazy, but craaazy in a good way, 'cause its clearly something he's a dab hand at. But it does mean, that i have to put my social life in the week on hold, cause the mothership tells me its too complicated to organise me to visit or do anything on rugby days, which so far including the following days; Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesday's, the occasional Thursday's and Sunday's are obviously game days!
Sometimes, it feels like charlie's rugby "career" comes first, and i come second.
Though, sometimes, i think thats fine because, if i had stayed on at sixth form, i'd be at uni right now, but i didn't, i failed at that, so now i'm just the invisible one, hidden behind a star.
I'm the child from the 1940's - the one whose seen but never spoken or heard of.
Oh well...
So, its nearly christmas, i might be getting a blackberry, so thats cool.
Anyway, i have to do my assignment, so this was just to check in and whatever.
Hope you all have a good rest of the week, and keep blogging.
CIAO
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