So i'm gonna be 20 this year which is shit scary (excuse my french!!) but its my last year of being a teenager!! OMG!!!
I would've thought that me being 20 this year would've meant that my parents would have come to trust me more and treat me like an adult, but apparently my perceptions were wrong. I am hoping this is going to change, they seem to think i isolate myself but thats not true. My mum isolates me, when i do go down stairs to socialize with them she just ignores me and then when i do the same, she tells me to go back upstairs if i'm going to ignore her - mixed messages, ahem, i think so!?
So i am at Essex University with my best girlie, getting ready for some downtime in the SU bar with good mates and a bit of a game of pool. I'm hoping this will take my mind of all the fault and blame that is bumming me out. But as you all aware, when your bummed out you can't help but spare a small part of you brain that just keeps thinking about everything that has happened on the home front.
I hate the fact i'm an empathetic person, i over think things too much and get hurt too easily! DAYUMMMMM!
Well, this is a short check in, as i wanna get on it with my girl tonight, so i will be sure to check back with you guys later!
Ciao
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