Have you ever felt like everyone is more interested in your life tan they are their own?
I can't tell you how much this happens to me. All the time. People find a loop hole and just slip themselves right in. Its like their lives are so boring they just can't help themselves but become nosy buggers in yours.
Fair enough, i have made some really idiot decisions over the past two weeks, but i'm just so stressed and pressured from every angle, that i just want the time to stop for a minute. I know i can't throw this away and i don't plan to. But its those snide little bitches and two faced gossipers that just won't disappear.
If i encounter them, i'd like to have the guts to say "So what! It's my life, so leave me the hell alone to live it" Its not like i need their approval, i am 3 years older than them.
So i'm just going to go back, with my head geld high, then in complete contrast to that last statement, keep my head down and just work. Hopefully, if i do that to the letter, keeping myself to myself - becoming a geek in school, then with a bit of prayer and wishful thinking a year and a half will fl by and i can leave for pastures new and university.
Cause i will get there my friends, i WILL. I know i will, somehow, somewhere. Watch this Space...
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