No matter which way you turn, life always has a sneaky way of coming up and throwing a huge elephant in the way. Life then says, you can either, stand and let the elephant do its thing, or you can make the first move and negotiate your way around it.
Sometimes, this elephant can be an evil little bugger. I have an elephant in my life right now. Metaphorically, of course. Going round this metaphorical elephant is easier said then done. With my elephant, there is no easy route. All pathways out, are the same. Except one. This one involves a happier ending tinged with sadness.
And, although i wish i could find a better path for all concerned, the route i have to take is inevitable. But i can't help feeling guilty, because whilst i'm escaping the elephant, my neighbours are running straight into it. You see the elephant in question, is death. My neighbours, have no option but to face this elephant head on, and while i'm attending interviews, hoping to land this job. Everyday i'm out of my house i feel guilty, because it means that my neighbour has no one to turn to if something should happen sooner rather than later.
I hate metaphorical elephants. Have you had a situation like this before, where you are conflicted about whether its right for you to feel guilty? Let me know, i need help here people?!
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